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2012 already past.. Only plans were left to continue or let it go. To face 2013, i have a different excited to break down my plans. I talked a lot with my friends. It can't be so fun unless i have a new plans. So, i was trying to write down my wishlist. The most important thing about this plan is increase my level. Yupp.. i mean not in material but in ability/ skills or just my experiences.
Month by month, my plan isn't goin so well. I was asking myself, what is wrong with me?Man, i was goin to desperate that time,, geezz.. am i not compatible for all this situation? did this options not belongs to me? Suddenly, all negative thinking fulfill my brain, i just wanna scream and freeze the time hoping nothing change, just me and now.
When i decided to release all your plans to God, the reason i do that cause i dont know what to do beside hold on to Him. Maybe you would say that why dont you try to take a course, improve your skills, these are in my process either.
Someone have told me that i should patient in every step in my life. Okay, maybe that's a good advice but Its really harder, trust me. Holding all the things when you're trying to figure it out fast otherwise it come slow, that's not easy.
Finally, the moment when i'm trying to release all the things to Him, something just come out, hmm.. exactly out of my plans. and that's a huge!!! happy? sure!! nervous? definitely but why not!! This is opportunity!! Let it flow..
So, its mean.. How perfect my plans are but when God don't allow it to be my plans, it wont be work out. There's no explanation behind that but i'm sure it would be the best.
Month by month, my plan isn't goin so well. I was asking myself, what is wrong with me?Man, i was goin to desperate that time,, geezz.. am i not compatible for all this situation? did this options not belongs to me? Suddenly, all negative thinking fulfill my brain, i just wanna scream and freeze the time hoping nothing change, just me and now.
When i decided to release all your plans to God, the reason i do that cause i dont know what to do beside hold on to Him. Maybe you would say that why dont you try to take a course, improve your skills, these are in my process either.
Someone have told me that i should patient in every step in my life. Okay, maybe that's a good advice but Its really harder, trust me. Holding all the things when you're trying to figure it out fast otherwise it come slow, that's not easy.
Finally, the moment when i'm trying to release all the things to Him, something just come out, hmm.. exactly out of my plans. and that's a huge!!! happy? sure!! nervous? definitely but why not!! This is opportunity!! Let it flow..
So, its mean.. How perfect my plans are but when God don't allow it to be my plans, it wont be work out. There's no explanation behind that but i'm sure it would be the best.
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