write you a letter

Dear Jesus,
how is your life when u're alive?
i know isn't easy for you.. Many people came to you and heard what you said, but many people hate you too..
it's a life, right sir? Even i don't like hostility, some of them just don't like me for some reason, i know they talk behind me..
I'm trying to be wise and nice.. trying to make a little mistake and have a solution! i'm always try to positive thinking.. Cause you know me so well since i was born.. i'm changing! i'm choice to be a different person.. everyday i hope that i always be a better person..
You know what J, its really hard.. its like everyday is a problems, everyday is need solution but You are creating me to think and act!! So. i'm do what should i do cause You teach me a lot of things about it.. Life and love.. Trust me, i was learning a lot!!!!
I believe in some how, You never leave me alone when i'm happy, sad, disappointing, cry, laugh.. Oh You always hold my hand, hold me tight cause You don't want me to fall down..

Dear Jesus,
My life is so mystery.. You made my life.. You give my own path but give me a guidance so, i could follow You  without stuck in the intersection!
I know that you are gonna make my life beautiful right in time, just like you said!
You know what i need but You don't really care about what i want cause if You give me what i want, it might be satisfy me for only a short time..
If only i could guess your mystery, my life wouldn't like this, full of surprises!

thanks! i'm waiting for Your surprises here, on earth!!

Love,
your daughter